LMAO! Soo don't think I am crazy!!
Anyway, I am on babycenter every month, reading posts, learning new things about TTC. Well in the September 2012 Birth Club, some people were posting about this lady "Rose Knows." She is a psychic (don't laugh lol) and so many of the women swear by her. She has different packages, but the one I bought was the the Mommy Package for $30.00. Yes, I know crazy, but I had to know if I was having anymore kids lol! I emailed her on Thursday and got a reply today and here is what she said.
"Jena,
Thank you so much for purchasing the MOMMY'S PACKAGE...It was a pleasure doing this reading for you and I thank you for your patience while I scheduled your reading in! Please also join my facebook business page if you haven't already done so: www.facebook.com/roseknows1111 & invite all of your friends so they can take advantage of all the fantastic giveaways & deals!! *Any feedback via email & facebook as well as testimonials on my website are greatly appreciated!! Also I love getting updates to hear how you have been and how things are going :)
I see you just having one more child... a baby GIRL. The guides are connecting her to MAR/APR. This is for conception or birth month but I am leaning towards CONCEPTION. I see her having a heart of gold!! She will be such a GIVER and help others in need growing up. She seems to also wear her heart on her sleeve... very emotional growing up and always needs and wants extra attention and "mommy's love"... I see her being born a little premature maybe by a month or so but all will be well and she will still be super healthy. I am seeing something about you being in a car when the water breaks or something about being in a car and birth... I really hope it doesn't mean you give birth in the car... LOL... but this will make sense later. I feel this little girl will make your family feel complete and it make a complete closed circle of harmony!! Guides are also mentioning the name Julie or Julianne or Something like this? Either in her name or being someone of significance in her life when little... perhaps a doctor or someone? She will very much resemble your husband... I am told that she will have a beauty mark somewhere on her arm that is really cute and like her "trademark" growing up!! :)
GOOD LUCK WITH EVERYTHING!! ANY FEEDBACK IS GREATLY APPRECIATED AND PLEASE KEEP ME UPDATED.. let me know if a wish lock is something that interests you!!"
So whoa!! lol I really hope that she means this year!! It was scary crazy how she "knew" all that. I am so dramatic sometimes, very close to my mom and need her approval for so much in life, and I have a beauty mark on my arm too that I have always loved. If she looks like Chris ugh that would suck because I always wanted my little girl to look like me lol. I don't know about the Julie or Julianne being in her name, maybe Juliana, but not the others. I better not be giving birth in the car haha! I was sad she didn't see more kids in my future, but one one so that Wes could have a sibling would be amazing!! lmao I know I am so crazy for paying $30, but I was sooooo curious lol!!
Anyway, I went to the doctor on December 29th and found out my official diagnosis and it is that I have Poly-cystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS). I cried after the doctor's appointment, but it is so nice to have an explanation of why I have not had a baby yet. The plan is for me to be on Clomid for 3 more months 150mg and if I do not conceive by then, then I will have to get my cysts removed in April. My follow-up appointment is March 2nd and I am so praying that I am pregnant by then so I do not have to undergo surgery and "Rose Knows" better be right lol!! He keeps telling me that I should not worry because I will have another baby, but I can't help it lol. I have gotten better about not focusing on it as much because of work and Wes, but I just pray he is right!!